tekanan, tertekan & ditekan...

diluah mati mak,
ditelan mati bapak..

choice???

dok diam2 jgn gerak2 a.k.a. kulum...

smpai bila???

.......................

keadaan jd huru-hara bila msg2 keras hati + keras kepala...

argghhh....tensyen la weh mcm ni. tak best!

kisah semalam membawa kecerian hari ini ^_^

Benarlah kata pepatah...jgn seronok sgt ari ni sbb esok blom tentu kita mampu ketawa!
sgt best bila my cousins balik kg...they stayed at my place..such happening moments coz dh lama x jumpa & x sembang puas2..seriously lama x jmpa...!

Kak ila merupakan spupu yg sgt2 rapat. dia tua setahun ja dr aq, kami membesar sama2 d umah tok...tok yg bnyk jga kami masa kecik2.. tok sgt happening but tok wan is scary..huhuhu . dia krja kt Brunei...dia sgt tabah for me..bnyk sgt perkara2 yg dasyat berlaku dlm kehidupan dia especially from her family..tp baik buruk mereka tetap ahli keluarganya..Allah x uji kita lebih dr kemampuan kita...but now , alhamdulillah, she' s stable right now.

kak chik pula adik spupu..beza umur dia dgn aq 2 tahun ja...ni pon x slaloo jmpa sbb umah dia kt luar lgkawi..kbetulan dia cuti so, kami himpun sx smpena kak ila cuti ari tu....sure riuh umah!! best sgttt...

bla dh kumpul ni, keluarlah cerita2 dulu2 kala....terpecah lah satu cerita yg sgt lucu...

masa tu aq dlm 6 tahun, kak ila 7 & kak chik 4 tahun rasanya...msa tu tengah musim org main batu selambut a.k.a batu seremban...kt blkg bilik air merupakan port aq & k.ila memproses batu marmar utk dijadikan batu yg nk guna main batu selambut...kak chik suka tgk kami ketuk2 batu marmar tu...batu 2 bila kita ketuk serpihan dia akan jd serbuk yg putih mcm dadah.

Then bila kitorg dh siap ketuk, kak ila ckp kt kak chik," ha xtau..sat g polis nk mai tgkap ang la kak chik. ang pegang dadah. xtau la...tggu la..polis nk mai tgkap ang!" .lps 2, kami pon gerak la nk p main. x lama lps 2 mak njang (mak kpd kak chik), mai tnya kami nmpak kak chik x..? kitorg pelik la...dia p mana, dh la kecik lg..dia x ikut kami masa kami nk p main 2..

kami pon p la balik kt blkg bilik air 2..tgk2 dia dok kt situ smbil dok teriak tp x kuar bunyi... mak njang pon tnya la pasai pa dia teriak..then kak chik ckp," kak ila kata polis nk main tgkp 'cek'. cek pegang dadah...sob2".

hahhahahhaha...kami berdua bantai gelak tahap x engat la...skali ngan mak njang nk gelak tp dia tahan la kan...ksian kak chik.

bila buka cerita pasai tu, rupanya kak chik x engat. aq ngan kak ila dh gelak guling2 bila engat balik..betapa nakalnya kami..hhehehehe..

4 mei 2011

alhamdulillah
nikmatnya berada di sisi famili dh lebih kurang 3 minggu

hmm....
alhamdulillah dh kuar result exam sem 2 2010/2011

cannot describe in words
various feeling!

yg pasti alhamdulillah atas rezeki yg Allah kurniakan...
insyaAllah ini yg terbaik...

how am I gonna tell my parents??/
me myself also curious right now!

hmm...look 4ward...

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Treat others like what you want others to threat you

I come to realize, why do others treat me like that...
maybe it is because of me. yes sure! i have been unintentionally treat others like that before.

and now, it is hurt me so much!
forgive me those people...now i'm in the same shoes with you guys and i feel it. sorry*_*

Alhamdulillah, i can still resist it.
But then, i wonder how would others will feel about it later if they have to face the same thing or even worse.

it is really hurt!

please don't do that my dear!
don't keep repeat the same thing!

you and I as well as others also have a heart in our body.
don't keep hurting it or let others hurt it!

i forgive you, you forgive me, forgive everyone...! keep smile and stay quietely.

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BERSYUKURLAH...!
inilah perkataan yg paling mengetuk pintu hatiku semalam.
lots of thank you to 'that girl' who remind me of that..alhamdulillah

at first, i was shocked! what did she really mean about that?
it make me thinks about that for the whole night..really whole night!..belief me!
am i not really 'bersyukur'?

2009: "betul ke nk major accounting ni? huwaaa! xder cuti la...plg lama pon 3 minggu..dh la umah jauh...balik plg cepat 2 bln skali...nak ke tak nak?"

ckp dgn mak & abah..abah ckp buat la pilihan, abah ngan mak sokong ja..sbb abah ckp yg nk bljarnya anda..tgk muka mak sayu je..(huhuhu..dh pecah rahsia mak..mak x prnah nangis atau tnjuk tnda yg mak sedih bila nk jauh dgn anaknya..tp hakikatnya, abah dh bgtau..)

terbaca artikel masa 2, buat pilihan dahulu, kemudian baru ber'tawakkal & isthikarah minta Allah tnjukkan btol atau tdak pilihan kita...alhamdulillah, ditetapkan hati...

2011: "department xnak offer sbjek..sem baru start bln 9..kalau xdpt short sem cuti 5 bln..huah xnak!"

itulah reaksi aq...x bersyukur kan?
patotnya bersyukurlah...Allah dh bg ruang utk cuti lama & stay dekat umah..
boleh tolong2 mak & abah...berbakti la skit...
kita xtau smpai bila they will be with us in this earth..

at the same time, try jgk cari kerja..at least dpt cover duit yuran sem depan kan..
mak ckp duduk umah je lah kak long...buat kuih hntar kat kedai, pagi & petang...bersih ja dpt untung..

terkejut dgn statement mak sbenarnya..huhuhuhu
mak suruh ikut sunnah nabi...berniaga...ngee...^_^
dapat untung dapat rezeki dapat pahala..insyaAllah..we will see about that soon!

moral of the story: thanks to her who really knock my heart&mind...bersyukurlah dpt cuti lama! kena extent ke tak, tawakkal lah kpd Allah...

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alhamdulillah diberi kesempatan utk ulang kaji UNGS2040 (Islam, Knowledge & Civilization) ptg td di bilik 'kak seha', di compartment fiqa...

sbb study d bilik org adalah kerana saya telah syahid di meja study pg td...hehhee..
makanya merantaulah...

apabila sedang baca bab civilization, terlintas dlm hati,

"di mnakah sebenarnya kedudukan kita sekarang?"

different people have different opinion, so, lets our mind determine it...

let's take a look....

causes of RISE of Muslim Civilization:

• spiritual power - Muslim spread the word of Allah
• ability to transform the ideals of the Quran to daily conduct
• intellectual freedom - teaching people to think creatively and critically
• political freedom, equality between the ruler and the ruled
• openness - learn from human experience
• the spirit of seeking knowledge

causes of DECLINE:

• tribalism
• ethnocentrism
• sectarianism
• obsession with power or restige
• striving for power - seeking help from enemies
• revolutions or insurgencies here and there
• moral decadence
• dictatorship/ political injustice
• weakness of central authority
• academic decline
• the ignorance of samll sins
• committing the great sin by individual as well as the leader of the society
• oppression and persecution (zulm)

what do you think???
our thinking is less important than how we can eliminate those 'diseases'..
am i right??

p/s: rasa terpukul gila bila part 'spirit of seeking knowledge'...hmm...thats the biggest problem i think among us as youngsters today..

so, sila sambung belajar dgn lebih gigih dan betulkan niat!

p/s: dunno when the exact date to go back home sweet home yet! sighhh...

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apabila hendak melakukan sesuatu...perlu ada persediaan...betul??

jd, utk stay up makanya orang itu telah membeli Neslo...sedap bukan?? thumbs up guys!

ok, then...

kesilapan yg di sengajakan...dinner dgn nasi lemak sambal kerang..

hmmm kesudahannya aku parah (lirik lagu ^_^)

lepas mkn mata dh x larat nak angkat...ngantok...

Neslo telah dikalahkan oleh nasi lemak sambal kerang...!

apa nak buat??

main game...online sana sini dgn mcm2 perasaan! hahahaha...
(boleh ketawa lg skrg..esok?? no idea)

11 p.m....

baru mula buka buku...

therefore, selamat berstay-up utk orang itu..!!

tp jgn melampaui fitrah...tido itu perlu !

selamat exam semua...!
semoga kita semua dipermudahkan urusan dunia & akhirat, insyaAllah..amin...