Friday, May 13, 2016

#12 Abah

I haven't called Abah yet for this whole week and when I made a called,
"Abah kat rumah. Kaki bengkak dah 3-4  hari. Gout kot.."

Oh my God.
I felt bad. Not knowing it from beginning because I didn't called him like I usually do.
Too occupied with my laziness lately -_-

Abah, I pray for your fast recovery. I pray that you would agreed to mom and go to hospital for further check up.

"Bengkak besaq kepala ecah" -__-

#11 I'm not doing enough

I thought I have given all my best.
I thought I have worked harder.
Reality hit. Deng!
No, I am not doing enough.

I am sad with myself.
I am ashamed of myself.
Yet, nothing much i do since then.

Oh Allah..forgive myself.
Help me being better. I don't want to be a loser at the end of the day.
Guide me through, hold me tight, and lend me Your strength.

I want to be better!
I can be better than this!

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

#10 Am I that weak?

Am I that weak?

Why do I feel like giving up lately?
Few time in just a couple of days..
Oh man..what happened to me?

Am I that weak?

Fail twice, lets get back double!

Fight your MALAS!

Not for others, but for your own good.

My dear, fight this war to the fullest. Show the world what you got. Show them what you can do.


You are not that weak!