Thursday, October 31, 2013

ML

awak...
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bye!

today, officially, i let it go..

May Allah blessed =)

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Alarm

what am i doing?
i am blurrrrrr

why am i blurrrr?
i am 'highhhh'

why am i 'high'?
i am dizzleeee

why am i dizzle?
my eyes, mind, and body doesn't function as one

why is that so...?
my body clock is temporarily disorder. i can't sleep and wake up when i am supposed to do so.

huahhhhhhhhhh =(
you got no energy to go through ur daily life!
oh man, i am tired!

please order ur self my body clock. please, please do for me...! =(

Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Makanan Hati #1


Jangan membuat keputusan ketika sedang marah,
Jangan membuat janji ketika sedang gembira.

~Saidina Ali bin Abi Talib~

Sunday, September 22, 2013

Personality quiz

Anda Gigih (Striver)

Anda peramah dan penuh keceriaan dan amat suka berkongsi kehidupan dengan rakan-rakan anda. Anda komunikator semula jadi dan berasa teruja dengan interaksi sosial.
Anda menetapkan standard yang tinggi untuk diri anda dan orang lain dan sentiasa menumpukan perhatian untuk mencapai matlamat anda. Dan apabila anda teruja tentang sesuatu, anda mempunyai keyakinan dan semangat untuk memberi inspirasi kepada semua orang di sekeliling anda untuk turut terlibat.
Buat masa ini, anda berasa agak keliru dan kehidupan boleh berubah dalam kedua-dua arah yang bertentangan. Ketidakpastian ini boleh menjadi cara positif untuk anda melihat apa yang anda betul-betul suka lakukan dan membuat perubahan tersebut...atau anda mungkin dapati yang anda gembira dengan keadaan anda sekarang!
Kehidupan adalah tentang membuat pilihan. Jangan lupa untuk terus teruja dengan segala kemungkinan dan potensi di luar sana dan bukannya mendesak untuk mengetahui "jawapan" sepanjang masa. Ia merupakan jalan yang panjang, penuh kelainan dan berliku-liku, oleh itu daripada menjauhi perjalanan tersebut, tempuhinya dan nikmati segala rintangan yang anda hadapi. Cabar diri anda untuk mencuba pengalaman baru dan menikmati kehidupan sepenuhnya. Tetapi anda juga perlu ingat yang anda tidak boleh berasa yakin dan ceria sepanjang masa. Kadang kala ia sama sekali tidak mengapa untuk mengalihkan tumpuan dan melihat ke dalam diri anda. Malah, kami amat menggalakkannya!
Waktu bersama keluarga adalah berharga bagi anda. Ia membantu anda mengisi semula tangki anda dan kekal positif tentang kehidupan. Lagipun, segala kenangan indah anda terbina daripada perkara tersebut. Pastikan untuk merebut setiap peluang untuk perhimpunan keluarga besar-besaran yang akan meningkatkan semangat anda dan mengingatkan apa yang paling penting bagi anda.
Bagi anda, memulihkan keseimbangan bermakna memberi diri anda peluang untuk memproses segala-gala yang melintas dengan laju dalam minda anda. Memperuntukkan waktu yang tenang untuk renungan boleh menjadi sesuatu yang amat berfaedah.
Anda pastinya paling gembira apabila anda berasa kedudukan anda mantap dan selesa. Bagi anda tanda sebenar kejayaan adalah kebahagiaan rumah tangga dan dikelilingi oleh rakan-rakan dan keluarga. Ia adalah tumpuan utama dalam hidup anda, dan pusat segala aspirasi anda.
-my first official test..not 100% tepat as some of the pics shown in the test that i have no idea about it-

Saturday, September 21, 2013

D for DREAMS

DREAMS MAKE UP UR MIND & SPIRIT TO PERSUE WHAT U WANT IN UR LIFE!

I have a dream.
A dream to hold professional qualification namely ACCA since I was in my secondary school.
I called it a dream as back in my school days I don't have any idea about it, but i'm pretty sure that i want it to be mine one fine day!

Sometime it makes me wonder whether it is just a 'naive' dream or maybe not.
Seriously I have no idea about it at all! except it is a professional qualification.

Now when I am about half way to make it realistic, I keep questioned myself whether i am prepared for it and eligible to have it as mine.
 I doubt myself but the 'inner side' would say, " go for it first. then u know u can do it"

I asked for my friends support.
Sometime we always talk about it.
Where & when to continue.
How to tell our parents about it.
Most importantly, how are we going to finance it.

My friends and I used to dream about doing it in UK.
A good place to have it and also to experience a new life at a totally different place.

Are we going to succeed in making it reality??
InsyaAllah.
InsyaAllah we will try our best.
Lets see it in a few years after this.

That is my highest dream in terms of educational prospective!

DREAM



Friday, September 20, 2013

Rentak

Am I ready?
not so..because i'm still looking for my own way.
i'm yet to ready as i'm yet to prepare myself for the real show!
I'm still flying in the blues, looking back at those oldz days (those free & lazy days).

When will you be ready?
If u give me ten, I will probably get two out of ten.
I'm not going to answer the question straight away because i myself don't have the idea!
you see what is wrong with me? how am i still flying without having a rope that can control myself.

Oh girl,
Wake up!
Wake up!
Wake up!

Stand up in your own shoes.
The shining shoes.
The shoes that will make the other shoes stand up by your present and help out the other shoes to shine just or more than yours!

WAKE UP & WALK!

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

Doa ketika memandang ke langit

Sekali-sekala kepala mendongak ke langit, bacalah doa ini.
Walaupun dikatakan afdhalnya dibaca pada awal pagi ketika bangun dari tidur.


Rabbana, ma kholakta haza batila.
Subhanaka, faqina a'zabannar.

Wahai Tuhan kami, tidaklah Engkau jadikan ini sia-sia. 
Maha Suci Engkau, maka jauhkanlah kami dari azab kubur.

Selamat beramal dengannya. ^__^

Monday, September 9, 2013

Back

My interest to 'draw' is coming back!

KEEP CALM, 
GET YOUR SPECKY, 
JUNK FOOD WHAT NOT, 
& WAIT FOR IT PATIENTLY ...!

because i would like to be back in here..really want it! ^___^

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

London Vs. Doktor

Sembang anak bongsu dan abahnya di hadapan TV:

Abah : Ecah, xyah la alih kartun tu ke bahasa melayu. bila nak pandai bahasa inggeris macam tu.
Anak bongsu : Ecah x faham kalau x alih bahasa.
Abah : Ecah kata nak p London, kena la belajaq cakap 'omputih'.
Anak bongsu : x jadi lah nak p London. Ecah nak jadi doktor la pulak.
Abah : nak jadi doktor pon kena la pandai cakap 'omputih'!
Anak bongsu : Ecah tengok doktor kat tempat mak kerja tu cakap melayu ja pon. x cakap omputih pon!
Abah : ...............

p/s: kids mostly learn from their daily observation. 
      Thus, ladies & gentlemen, lets watch out our actions and try our best to give good example to our young  generation!

Thursday, May 9, 2013

WEIRD

everytime i drop by that group, 
i will have a strange feeling..the hope & others..
dunno why..
but hardest to give an explaination... 
maybe, it is a fate? 
or maybe not?
 i will leave this matter to You.. the owner of this soul.. 




p/s: got a new spectacle today! :)

Saturday, February 9, 2013

laksa utk seha

seha, aq x pandai nk tulis resepi lah... hahaha...
harap-harap ko paham lah ye... huhu

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laksa tu ko rendam dulu (before ko nk start), pastu ko rebus sx dgn telur ayam.. jimat gas.. hehe .. dh lembut, tutup api & toskan..rebus laksa 2 sambil2 nk tggu kuah mendidih..

bahan-bahan buat kuah :
-1kg or 2 kg ikan kembung (guna ikan lain pon boleh..gna ikan besar yg isi tebal lg senang sbb kurg tulang)
- 17-20 batang cili kering rendam dalam air (kalau ko gna cili yg dh blend siap2, letak lah dlm 2 senduk ke..)
-6 keping asam gelugor (utk rebus dgn ikan)
-asam jawa or asan keping (ni utk rasakan asam pd kuah..kena adjust2)
-1 biji bawang besar
-1 or 2 kuntum bunga kantan
-daun kesum
-garam
-air secukupnya

cara-cara:
1. baca bismillah..
2. rebus ikan dgn asam keping..air sama paras or kurang skit dgn ikan. dah mendidih tutup api, kemudian asingkan air rebusan td supaya ikan akan cepat sejuk & boleh trus asingkan isi dgn tulang2. air rebusan & asam keping yg dh guna tu xyah buang, guna utk sekali blend isi ikan nnt.
3. agak- agak dh nk selesai asingkan isi & tulang2 ikan tu, ko letak periuk atas dapur. then ko blend cili kering & bwg besar tu dulu ( lg best klau ko masukkan sx sebelah bunga kantan & skit duan kesum). pastu ko tuang cili yg dh diblend tu dalam periuk, buka api kecik biar cili tu masak dulu...pastu baru ko msukkan isi ikan yg dh diblend guna air rebusan td & blend sx dgn asam keping yg guna masa rebus ikan td. kemudian tmbah air biasa or ko nk blend tulang2 ikan td & tapis amik air dia je...tulang tu buang..
4. dh settle tu, ko belah empat bunga kantan pastu masukkan dlm kuah. ko basuh2 daun kesum pastu masukkan dlm kuah. ko perah asam jawa pastu masukkan slm kuah. pastu ko ttup periuk. bila dh mendidih ko tgk lah kepekatan kuah tu..kalau rasa pekat sgt nk tmbh air lg tambah, kalau dh okey, ko masukkan garam.. then rasa kuah tu...tambah2 apa2 yg patot mcm garam ke asam ke.. kalau x ckup pedas kuah tu, ko potong cili api sbg ulam2.. lg best!
5. baca doa makan .

ulam-ulam:
-telur rebus
-timun
-bawang besar
- cili api
-daun cenohom (extra)
-pucuk gajus (extra)
- fishcake (optional, aq suka makan laksa dgn fishcake..hiris nipis-nipis)


Monday, January 7, 2013

shadow of me #1

Tonight would be a sentimental night for me..
Can't sleep coz juz wanna stay longer as i could..
Might be ridiculous but somehow it is my real feeling right now..
Wanna be around, minggle around, chatting around..
But..
I know..
I know we are out of energy bcoz of today paper..
So nevermind..

why would i have this feeling?
we gonna meet again soon insyaAllah..
in September..
or maybe in the middle of it..
who knows..
who knows isn't it..
who knows we might be able to meet sooner than that...or not..

But as you once said to me..
"don't bother to think how scary or how the things would looks like, juz bother of you yourself today. have you improve? have you prepared if you are going to meet Him sooner than that things?"
-that think would remain deep in my heart and whenever i try to figure out the things that beyond our control, i will be looking back and think of what we can do and prepare for that-

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Girls,
Girls that sooo close to me..
I'm going to miss you guys..

Juz, it juz that...
I hope we can together work out for the 'best place' that we dream for..
Protect our deen, protect our good values, be yourself in the way that Allah want us to be..
No matter where we are,where we stand..
Either we can get back together like oldz days or not..
I would be happy to see us being a better person..
I will be happy for that, insyaAllah..

Keep on praying,
Keep on praying that maybe this would be the turning point for some of us if it is not going to be me, myself or you yourself..

Till we meet again ^____^



Saturday, January 5, 2013

hello T!!

Hello!

hye!

 i'm officially on T!

thanks seha! 
:)



LET'S GO BACK TO STUDY... HOPEFULLY I CAN. YES, YES I CAN!