#6 Where should I start?

Dear Shah,

I'm writing this to inform you that i'm half way to complete our dream. It has been almost 3 months since this semester begin. I will be taking paper P2 & P3 for this coming June examination.

Honestly, i'm still loss. I'm yet to find the right motivation and the right move. Puzzled!

Lately, I always wanted to start study hard as I could not afford to fail these papers. But I always end up staring at the books and notes without knowing what should I do first. Where should I start? How to do it? Is this the most effective ways of doing it?

However...end up I went to sleep with frustration of not knowing where to start and all I did was nothing! Oh man! Poor me :(

It is not my intention to make you down. I'm just wanted to express it to you and I hope I will do better after this.

I got to meet another lecturer who likes to provoke students to work harder. I thought I got a strict lecturer, somehow Allah gives me another stricter one this week. Huhu. May Allah send him to teach and show us the right way of understanding this subject and guide us to pass this paper. Amin.

Pray for yourself and pray for me too!
We can do it!

#5 Vs

2008
My friend, Liyana, and I were crying at the Kuala Perlis Bus station because the bus that was supposed to pick up us had left us unattended and refused to take any responsibility on that incident.
We had to buy a new ticket and we were framed by 'ulat tiket'. The bus was way late, entered almost every bus station along the way, and the drivers were totally 'makan angin'!
We had an exam tomorrow morning and we arrived Seremban past midnight!
She cried.
I cried.

12 March 2016
Supposedly, my bus was scheduled at 4.30pm. Bus was not coming and they scheduled me to 5.30pm bus. Alright, no problem because I still can arrived Shah Alam before 12a.m.
At 5.20pm, bus was not coming also. The bus company asked the kakak counter to refund my money.She didn't refund my money. Instead she changed my ticket to another bus operator and the bus is at 7.45pm. Oh my God, I'll arrive shah Alam past midnight! And I was alone this time!
I told myself, there was nothing i could do. I told my mom and asked her to pray for my safety. She did. I did. My sister did. And my friends also did.
7.45pm, no bus coming in. I saw there were few passengers held the same ticket as mine. Phewww. Bus was late again but confirmed.The bus finally arrived at 8.30p.m.

Bus was late again but I was thankful this time!
And also thanks aunty who sent me straight to my hostel at 3a.m. May Allah blessed your kindness.

#4 Masih yang dulu

"Apesal ko nak balik cepat sangat ah?"
"Tak boleh tunggu Khamis pagi ke?"

Tak. Tak boleh tunggu. Huhuhu ^___^

Kenapa nak kena tunggu? Nak balik rumah kottt ..! Mesti la balik secepat yang mungkin..

Bab-bab nak balik rumah, tak pernah berubah. InsyaaAllah tak akan berubah.

Aku masih aku yang dulu.
Yang menghitung hari nak balik rumah bermula dari saat beli tiket lagi.
Walau sudah lain suasana rumah..walau sudah tidak seramai dahulu..hatta sunyi sekalipun, berada di rumah tenang nya lain macam.
Tenteram nya hati dapat jumpa Mak & Abah setiap hari.
Rasa selamat.

Entah sampai bila dapat peluang macam ni..hargai ketika masih dipinjamkan waktu oleh Allah..wallahua'lam :)

#3 First time I knew u

It was back in 1996 when I first time heard about u and came to know about u.

Ever since that moment, I started to think about u and started to count how many time probably I will be able to meet u in near future.

Hahaha..Innocent side of me at that time :)

Alhamdulillah, this year remarks our 6 meetings all and I hope to meet u again in another 4 years time..

Good night 29 February.
Rest well.
Till we meet again in 2020 :)

#2 Thank you

Ila, you are definitely more than a cousin to me. We used to argued a lot last time and openly hurt each other feelings. But we have no regret looking back at those time caused no matter how big the fights were, when we woke up next day we eventually reconciled the fights.
How do we reconciled? Thruthfuly, I have no idea. It was happened to be like tadaaaa and we started fresh everyday :)
I missed those days so much!

I wish to thank you for bought me the flight tickets. It really means a lot to me.
Thank you.
Semoga Allah murahkan rezeki ang. Amin :)

#1 Assalamualaikum shah

Almost 3 years I was away from u.
Now that I come back, I wish to be here with u more often.
I owed u those 3 years stories. I will update u again soon :)

gtg.
Bye.

ML

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today, officially, i let it go..

May Allah blessed =)