ASSIGNMENT!!!

salam...

ha ha ha
apakah fizah sdh buang tebiat???
excited kah 'beliau' dgn sem baru?? oppss second year..huah3

tidak. tidak. & tidak.

sebenarnya saja ja nk share 'hasil' assignment MGT 2010 masa 1st year 1st sem dulu...credit to my lecturer...^_^..ada 3 soalan ke 4 soalan ntah...tp yg nk share ni 1 soalan before the last question.. kena buat kiasan (lbh kurang mcm tu...x engat exact word for that) tntg islamic management..penat menjelajah mencari idea pd mlm nk hntar assignment tu..jelajah compartments dlm bilik cri idea..akhirnya...

**An exam paper has a front page and last page. Students can write whatever

they known but before that they have to learn how to read and write. First teacher teach them to read and second teacher teach them how to write. As time passed by, there are some adjustments on the syllabus according to the needed and that is why there is some new credibility teachers come to explain those syllabuses to the students. Even the teachers are there, students are the one who responsible for their future. Students are free to write the answer in the exam paper. If there are some errors, and they realize it, the errors might be erased with some efforts put on it, depend on the errors. There are two types of errors which are minor and major errors. As time passing by, the paper will come to the last page and the end of the time given. This time, students can only review the paper if they had time but cannot do nothing more than that. It is late. The time to collect the exam paper is right by their side. They can only wait for the result whether they pass or failed. Some people wait peacefully or vice versa. Student who passes the exam will be grateful but failure student will regret.**

GLOSARY

Exam paper= our life in this earth.

Front page= akil baligh

Last page= day you die

Read= qur’an

Write= sunnah

First teacher= gibril angle

Second teacher= Prophet Muhammad

New teachers= khulafa’ rasyidin, ulama’

Syllabus=new problem that not state in the Quran and Sunnah

Students= believers

Future= heaven or hell

Errors= sins

Erased=repent

Pass=heaven

Fail= hell

harap dpt membantu kita sesama muslim utk refleks balik diri kita hendaknya, insyaAllah..

p/s: x engat correction lecturer kat mna..tp yg kat atas tu original copy..

why not science stream??

soalan yg diajukan 5 tahun lalu akhirnya terjawab malam ini...

"eh?? kenapa kamu ada kat sini?? (mcm menghalau je dgr kan..hu
huhu) x p aloq staq ka??"

ok2 meh nak terangkan biar bersuluh..dkt Kedah, Maktab Mahmud wujud bg setiap daerah contohnya MML (maktab mahmud langkawi), MMAS (alor star), MMY (yan) etc...tp x semua ada tawarkan aliran sains kecuali MMAS...so mana2 bdk PMR yg layak yg still nk stay kat maktab mahmud kena la pindah ke MMAS..fahimtu?? ok then back to story...

itulah soalan yg diajukan oleh cikgu terutamanya...lps PMR, there was a syndrome in my previous school called "aliran ekonomi x selamat". sebenarnya pengaruh ini dr senior terutamanya senior atas kitorang (maaf andai ada yg tersinggung). jd ramailah yg bercita-cita nk ke sana nk ke sini..
for me, when i told my parents they would said," do ur best first then choose ur way after that. don't gave too much tought on something that u not yet sure. gave ur best on whatever u had now". so when that issued came, i juz smiled & pasang telinga ja lah..bcoz for me that time, bdg mana2 pon kalau usaha btol2 insyaAllah akan ada rezeki utk kita..

pendek cerita, lps dpt result terus decide xnak g sains sbb utk sbjek sains yg biasa tu pon kena study gila2 hard utk phm satu-satu topik (alhamdulillah A msa PMR)..so x boleh byg mcm mna nk pikul subjek2 sains tu.. agak coward pd pndangan sesetengah org even myself (suatu ketika dahulu)..tp ntah la..mmg xdak sbb kukuh sgt waktu tu kalau org tnya..

Ha....akhirnya mlm ni terjawab..

dlm pukul 8 mcm 2..adik-adik masuk bilik suruh tolong tebuk lubang dgn gunting..dgn confident terus tekan bilah gunting (dlm keadaan terbuka)..sekali ha zupp..darah bnyk gila...sakit!! terus lari g dapur tadah jari bawah air paip..tp darah x berenti..mengalir sekali dgn air paip..tahan dgn tisu pulak ..dh 3 helai tisu drh x berenti jgk..pekat semacam..dh mula cuak..panggil mak, mak kata rendam dlm ais...mirul tolong kuarkan ais then tgk2 cair lg..so minta dia tuang air ais tu dlm cawan terus rendam jari dlm 2. ecah ckp dh mcm air sirap..mak ai...sejuk gila tp alhamdulillah pengaliran darah dlm air ais tu semakin berkurang & kurang rasa sakit sbb dh kebas..mak letak iodin dkt kapas trus balut jari 2..then bdn dh mula menggigil..
mulut dgn tgn especially..masuk bilik selimut dgn blanket..menggigil agak dahsyat..first time jd mcm ni..terus terlintas dlm hati,' inikah sbbnya hati ini tak tertarik kpd aliran sains dulu?' dan rasanya inilah jawapan sebenarnya yg Allah dh tunjukkan hikmahnya walaupon pernah dulu ada rasa rendah diri..huhuhu..

kpd semua, genggamlah seeratnya apa yg kita ada skrg & work as hard as u can on it..setiap bidang ada darjah kesukaran masing2..

quoted from Bro. Mustapha Omar," excell in studies is your priority, let the 'rizq' to Allah then"

18 November 2010

salam...

9.36 a.m.

tik tok tik tok....jam berdetik...

I am 20 years old now!!!

1 day till the day come...

salam...
dh x sampai brpa jam ja lg sbenarnya...x smpai sehari lg dh...this is my last day being + living as a 'belasan tahun' girl...tomorrow, at 9.36 a.m, genaplah 20 tahun kelahiran+kehidupan di dunia ini.. maka adalah kiranya sudah terjawablah teka-teki yg bermain-main selama ini...aq hanya ingin merakam saat2 akhir bergelar 'budak belasan tahun'...idea ini dtg secara tiba-tiba dr yg Maha Mengetahui...

am i happy??

secara jujurnya, perasaan saat ini berbolak-balik...

nak tahu kenapa??

someone who really closed to me,
someone who really loved me,
someone who really i care about,
someone who is the most precious give from Allah to me,
now is in the dilemma...*_*

i know even without single word came out,
i notice it through the face & voice that i heard,
the eyes doesn't look good,
what is seen is not on the real focus,
the mind goes to somewhere else,
the voice is really powerless,

O Allah..please ya Allah...
give him and my family the strongness to faced this,
You know what we doesn't know,
You are the only One who hold these heart,
please give us strenght, patience, and also easyness...
amin ya Rahman ya Rahim.

p/s: couldn't potraited the 4th,3rd and 2nd last days in here...not because of time of coz..
: i couldn't bear to see that face...i think i'm gonna cry if i keep looking...but i want to share it..but i know i cannot force other people..

"setiap kesusahan pasti ada keringanan, insyaAllah"

5 days to go..

salam...
apakah perasaan org yg baru hbs final?? ya, that's how i feel right now..^_^
lets go back to presious island that Allah give to us...hehhe...

i'm lonely...i mister lonely..i have nobody..

yeah heading back to Langkawi lonely..dlm LRT ke KL Sentral, ada satu group 'mat saleh' kat depan aku. masa LRT keluar je dr bawah tanah 2 (lps madjid jamek).. she said." look out there. there is a gorgeuos mosque. the mosque has 7 towers around it, has..." i'm shocked! she could describe everything about the mosque..even it was juz about the outside the mosque, i really impressed sbb teh way dia ckp and suara yg sgt ikhlas yg keluar dr mulut dia..seriously, boleh dgr dia 'ikhlas' dr suara dia...x tipu! kita boleh recognize kan suara org menipu, buat2, serious etc...so that girl sgt lah ikhlas dlm penceritaannya 2 kpd kawan2 nya yg lain..terus terlintas dlm hati,"semoga kembali kpd fitrahmu suatu hari nnt..amin"

the word 'gorgeous mosque' really sticked in my mind..

i'm safely landed in Langkawi at 8.35 p.m...i'm home everybody!!

6 hari lg...

salam...
hari ni merupakan hari terakhir bergelar pelajar tahun satu UIAM (officially). sbb dh check out from mahallah pg td...di hujung2 semester ni mmg kna cut hbs semua bnda..sbb dh hujung kan...sama la mcm org yg bekerja, kalau dh hujung2 skit 2 agak parah skit poket kan..^_^.. tambah pulak musim exam ni, mmg keja nk makan ja..lapar semedang...so, memandangkan periuk still in the room...lets cook!!!! yeeehaaa...!!

terima kasih kpd penaja-penaja yg sudi-sudi meringankan bebanan...maka hadirlah + terciptalah lauk 'BERSAMAMU'....

beras MERBOK = kak pa'an
'belanga' SARDIN= kak may
penyedia rencah= jiha
pembekal cili (terbaik dr kafe)= fiqa
chef SARDIN = seha
........................= me myself ^_^

sgt sedap..pergh...makan panas2 plak 2..mmg mengancam..itulah jua yg dinamakan jamuan akhir tahun kami budak2 first year..ngee..^_^ next year kita tggu dan lihat, apa bakal terjadi..

**kak seha & kak jiha...tgh 'mikior (loghat perak)' apa aq nk buat next year lak..^_^ **

** kak fiqa & 'adik' fiza... tok3...anyone there?? we are 'home'..^_^ **

semoga di bawah lindungan-Nya slaloo..amin...

sab'ata yauman fauqot...

Kesekian kali
Kini ku berdiri
Tulus hati d hadapanmu
Masih... trus merayu dengarkan aku

Jalan yg berliku sepanjang hayatmu
Aku juga merasainya
Lantas aku mngerti & memahami

Lihatlah.... ke dlm hatimu
Percikan cahaya yg akan membara
Menjadi penerang segala yg d depanmu

Lihatlah.... jua ke hatimu
Akulah temanmu
Terimalah aku
Kitakan bersama, mengharung dunia fana ini

Lihatlah ke dlm hatimu
Percikan cahaya yg akan membara
Menjadi penerang segala yg d depanmu

Lihatlah ke dalam hatiku
Akulah temanmu
Terimalah aku
Kitakan bersama, mengharung dunia fana ini

Kesekian kali kuulangi lagi
Tidak akan pudar keyakinanku
Yg kau akan berdiri d atas kemuncak tggi

**kesekian kali...Suhaimi feat Munif Hijjaz**

1st time dgr lagu ni terus jatuh suka dgn lirik & lagu ni..kiasan dia sgt tggi (bg org yg cuba mengerti)...rindu semua kawan2 dulu yg slaloo ada sesama, sembang sesama, gelak+tangis+gaduh+ etc...

kita mungkin sgt rapat dgn segelintir kawan2 yg ada di sekeliling kita..bkn x nak rapat dgn semua tp itulah lumrah..kawan dgn semua tp sahabat dgn segelintir shja kan..sgt rindu kenangan2 dulu hingga terpikir nk adakan reunion...tp bila hampir dgn saat reunion 2, kita (or maybe saya sorg) akan rasa berbelah bagi..

adakah akan dpt bantai gelak & sembang mcm dulu2 masa zaman skolah?
kekokkah aq nnt?
nk mula sembang mcm mna? etc..

tp itulah jurangnya...walaupun masih boleh gelak & sembang tetap hati ini merasakan ada pemisah d tengah-tengah..ada sedikit kekurangan..atau mungkinkah saya sorg yg merasakan sebegitu..adakah hati & fikiran saya masih x dpat menerima keadaan sekarang yg ternyata jauh bezanya...yg ternyata memori hanya tggal memori...susah nk ckp bkn?

apa-apapun saya akan tetap optimist dgn anda semua...hargailah detik yg ada selagi masih bersama...agar tidak merasa terkilan di kemudian hari...ukhwah fillah...

- comelkan gmbar kotak 2?...
-akhirnya dh guna 1 gmbar 2...huhuhu
-seha, tq tlg downloadkan..hehehe
-ada beberapa hari sahaja lagi utk ucapkan selamat tinggal tahun satu...