How to say this in proper words? hmmm..

I had an outing yesterday with my friends. On the way to go to the bus stand outside the mall, we saw lots of youngsters like us were having 'demo'. People were shocked, especially us, because we didn't know what's going on.

One chinese aunt was asking me, "what is that? memang selalu macam tu ka?".
I just smile and said, "i have no idea too."

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There were Malay students, chinese students & Indian students with all those banners. Then only we figured out, it was PTPTN demonctracy! No wonder there were lots of students. Looking at the public reactions, they were not happy with that demo. You can said that they were not happy because they were not in the same shoes like us. But, my dear brothers and sisters, that is not the issue.

You and us are going to be the future leaders of this country, what would you think? Is that the right ways dear? Is that really potray your current status? do you know at which level our country is currently at? do you have full thought before you did that? have you analyze the good and bad for what you requested for? (i'm really sorry if this might hurt you, i'm still ponder how to say this in proper words..sorry again)

I'm sad.
I'm not happy.
I'm not agree with you guys.
sorry again...

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bus driver," apa pasal tu?"
we said," ntah la pak cik..."
bus driver," cari duit pon tak pandai lagi dah sibuk nak demo sana-sini!"

we did not say anything and get our seats.

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At the Sumayyah Week Stall...having access to facebook...

Miss S said," kenapalah kurang bijak sangat mahasiswa-mahasiswa sekalian. korang tak belajar ekonomi ke? korang sedar tak keadaan sekarang ni..defisit kerajaan Malaysia dah banyak mana?"

She continued, " i'm also a PTPTN holder. Kalau nak mansuhkan caj-caj sampingan PTPTN takpe lah jugak. Ini nak minta belajar secara percuma. Ingat ribu-ribu je ke pelajar universiti kat Malaysia ni. Ramai lah!"

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In fact, every IPTA's student are being subsidized by Malaysian government more than 85% out of total education fees. We cannot asked the government to make the tertiary education free for everyone like what government did in the past.

This is my opinion and i'm not saying you have to agree with me. No, you can have your own opinion which may be more reasonable than me. I do not want to hurt anyone. So, that is why i'm still wondering till now, how to deliver my opinion in proper words.

I'm sorry if it hurt you.
Sorry, sorry again.

mission accomplished!

assalamualaikum...=)

alhamdulillah (2x)...
semalam merupakan pengalaman kedua berprogram di kampung orang asli; Kg. Ulu Tamu, Batang Kali. one word I can said, "awesome!!" Nice view, nice village, nice kids overall, nice team, nice pranked, & everything nice!

Got to known some of them like Misha,Aishah,Zahra,Mazlin, Kamarul, Daniel, Raziq, Zamani, Izwan, Shahrul & many more...One thing I realized, when we approached them & they felt comfortable, they will share with us everything they wanted to tell. For example, their school life, their daily activities, their friends, their story books, & etc. I was having nice chat with them. love to hear the misha, aishah, shahrul, kamarul, raziq & daniel's story. hehhehe....

deep in my heart, i wish and hope they can excell in their study & life. This is because I'm able and belief that those kids have the potential to be successful. they are different! that's all I can say.

Overall, i was enjoyed with the team and the program. Totally, AWESOME!

---> one of my wishlists of studying in UIAM (went to kg. org. asli) is done! ^_^

H to E to A to R to T

17:48
5-april-2012

This precious gift i'm having right now does not belong wholly to me right now. I do not have any idea where it goes. But I do hope and wish that it belongs to something good, something that allow it to get the pleasure from Allah.

Oh Allah, the Owner of my heart and soul, keep my heart and soul at the best place and help me to protect and preserve it till the end.

Oh Allah, do strengthen my heart and never allows it to loose faith on You till ever and ever.

Oh Allah, do make my heart a best one and allow me to potray it in my daily life so that I can benefit other fellow humans and Your creatures.
amin..

studying DMC somehow i'm not on it..
end up with those reflection..

28 march 2012 will it be the date??

Assalamualaikum....
I wanna share something here with anybody who read my writings....
Just a short remarks....

currently it's 11.56 a.m. :

• he is going to fetch up his lawyer at the Langkawi International Airport.
• in the middle of having face-to-face conversation the the person who gonna represent him tomorrow insyaAllah...

tomorrow at 9.00 a.m. :
tomorrow will be the day...will be the time for "case hearing"..hopefully it will run smoothly and hope for the best outcome, insyaAllah... Allah knows best! amin...

Allahumma Yasir Wala Tu'asir,insyaAllah, amin...

ps: i'm home...hehhe...yet to cook,yet to take my sister and brothers from their school (anyway not the time yet ^_^)....what's the point i poiting this out?? nothing...ngeeee *_^

EFFECTIVE VS. ETHICAL

(SR 4.2 KENMS, IIUM, 10.00am, 6th March 2012)

D: pernah kerja bawah A tak?
F: tak..kenapa?
D: isshh dia tu...susah lah..
F: apa yang susahnya? dia jenis yang suka 'force' eh?
D: mana tahu? a'ah...semua orang kena ikut cakap dia ja, pandangan orang bukan nak dengar pun..geram betul!

F: bak sini tengok proposal jap..eh? lagi dua bulan ni, awalnya buat proposal...bagus2
D: dia punya pasal la ni...nak hantar hari ni juga...orang banyak kerja ke tak ke bukannya dia peduli. N sampai demam2 sebab nk siapkan proposal lah, homework lah, assignment lah. walhal proposal tu boleh je lambat sikit.
F: oh dia ni effective leader bukan ethical leader. effective leader oriented on get the job done no matter what. they are not a leader actually but a manager. without authority, they are nobody.
D: a'ah

F: hmm...i used to be like that before, i guess. but when i hate working under that kind of person, i try to change my style, be a better person. jangan buat benda yang kita tak suka orang lain buat pada kita. maybe dia tengah belajar untuk jadi lebih baik. tegur2 lah dia.
D: hmm...mungkin lah. nanti nak cakap masa meeting..

...the end...

bye2 effective leader....i want to be an ethical leader! insyaAllah...may Allah guide you and me to be an ethical leader but still productive,insyaAllah amin...

my teammates, bear with me and do correct me! may Allah bless us..^_^

oopppsss...!

=) alhamdulillah, semester 5 dh memulakan pelayaran pada 4 minggu lepas. (lama dh huh?..i know!)
=) this is the last semester (insyaAllah) where i had the opportunity to get involved in the University Sport Carnival a.k.a. USC. so lets have a short-story about it..^_^..(moment to be remembered)

• i was participate in 2 games actually but technical error made me just participate in 1 game which is Chess. my first trial nih..! hehhee
  
• i used to be in the table tennis training and i was there during the game. as usual, the winner went to the MASUM players. MASUM? whats that? MASUM is the inter-uni tournament. so MASUM players = IIUM players la kan...no wonder la kalah kan..but still it was the issued for the past2 years..
• surprisingly, in chess tournament there were big surprised for me. not a MASUM player anymore, BUT MALAYSIA'S PLAYER WAS THERE! haaa..amik ko...tp x berpeluang lawan ngan dia pon...huhuhu...gerun tgk dia main!
• we were the fourth out of ten...so yeeepppyyyy! hehehhee
• ok..done!

=)this week, the assignments & presentations are going to full my schedules..oh before that, last week, i already had my AGA group exercise and we manage to get 3/4 marks..alhamdulillah...pray for the better,insyaAllah..! chayokkk!

p/s: ye, saya x aktif lagi dah...
eh pernah ke aktif sangat2?? x..
so buat pe nk touching2?..entahlah..

woman i really love after my mom!

Dear Hafishah,

I know u really missed me today,
i know u cried,
i know u loved me,
thanks for the 'help',

but...dear,
please be strong,
please be good khalifatullah,
please listen to your mom, take a good care of her, hug her for me..

i will 'rest here' & wait for you & others...
please do continuously 'help' me....


p/s: al-fatihah to Fatimah binti Latipah...love her till ever&ever...