dedikasi utk ANGAH ^_^

Siapa ANAK KE-2 dalam family? meh sini baca fakta ini!!

ANAK MANJA EMAK
sebab apa-apa pun mesti dia akan diutamakan oleh ibu. ^^
(for my angah case...definitely yes! 100%)

ANAK DEGIL
Anak kedua dikatakan lebih degil, keras kepala dan tidak mendengar kata. semua dia aje yg betul. dlm ramai-ramai adik beradik dia aje yg KETEGAQ. kemahuan dia kuat.kalau buat sesuatu sungguh-sungguh. kalau tak nak tu, tak nak lah jawabnya, boleh dipujuk tapi selalunya tak berapa jalan.
(yup, but not 100% la...bukan degil tp determind..kan angah? hehhee jgn lupa belanja)

TAK PANDAI PUJUK
memang anak no 2 ni dia tak pandai pujuk makwe or pakwe dia. (ciannn)
(i dont like 'pakwe makwe'.. but my angah definitely xde skill pujuk-memujuk nih. klau merajuk dgn dia, dia buat xtau je..angah akan ckp dgn muka x bersalah: "lantak p kat ang la nk merajuk ka apa ka")

BERCINTA
dia kalau bercinta, sangat setia.sanggup berkorban.

(X TAU..HER HUSBAND WILL ONLY KNOW IT, INSYAALLAH)

HITAM / PUTIH
Apa yg dikatakan semua dipegang. kalau hitam, hitam lah kalau putih, putih lah. degil tak boleh toleransi.

(yup, my angah is very determind...100% check!)

HATI
Anak no 2 ni juga nampak aje keras. tp hati dia lembut. SATU lagi pe'el dia. dia tak boleh ditegur.

(ye ke? selalunya my angah buat dekk ja.. dia keras hati bertempat)
BERDIKARI
Very independent. memang betul. tp kalau terlebih independent pun payah. mudah bergaul. very take care.

(100% check, she is an independent girl)

ARAHAN
Anak no 2 ni juga dia payah nk terima arahan. dia lebih suka buat hal sendiri pendek kata tak boleh kerja ngan orang.

(not sure...kadang-kadang ya, dia suka buat sendiri tanpa disuruh-suruh)
PEMAAF & CARING
tidak dinafikan anak no 2 ni pun pemaaf dan caring. TAPI awas jangan bagi diorang marah kalau diorang marah faham saje lah.

(pemaaf yes, caring?? dia selalu berlagak cool mcm xdak apa2...caring x tunjuk rasanya..huhu)

PAKAIAN
Nak semua up to date. semua nak kemas.

(mesti up to date, definitely tak...my angah will only wear what she want to and she confident wearing it, up to date or not is not the matter.. kalau kemas, yes definitely!)

new step for you

i'm happy as long as you are happy and Allah bless you, dear.

so, please stay in a way that Allah permits and stay away from the way that deviate from Allah's command.

i'm glad as you choose me to be your advisor, 

to be the first person to meet him, a man that you choose to be with.

i'm afraid, i'm afraid seriously.

because i know this is the important and vital responsible for me.

as you are asking my view, my advise.

dear, even if i can't make it to meet him this time..

insyaAllah, i will pray to Allah to show me either he is the right man for you or not by other means..

i have no idea what the means will be, but Allah definitely know ^_^

currently (even i'm yet to meet him) my heart is at ease.. ^_^

 deeper in my heart i pray that you guys will guard yourselves as what Allah command  until you guys tie the knot later insyaAllah.

at the same time, i can feel the same feeling as what i felt when first time you went out from our 'home'

feeling and thinking of being alone make me sad

*_*

Tak selayaknya begitu!

Jumaat, 5 Okt 2012

Bas berhenti ambil penumpang..ada seorang budak lelaki lengkap berpakaian sekolah menggenggam erat tangan adik perempuannya memasuki bas. kedua-dua beradik itu kelihatan lebih kecil berbanding umur mereka..

Sepanjang berada dalam bas, mataku tidak lepas dari memandang tingkah-laku mereka. Si abang sangat bertanggung-jawab manakala si adik sangat mendengar kata nampaknya. Si abang menyimpan botol air di dalam beg nuri adiknya..

sangat sejuk memandang kedua-duanya sampai terkenang-kenangkan adik-adikku di rumah.adik-adikku selalu saling menyakat sesama sendiri..

Setelah tiba di satu kawasan berdekatan dengan masjid, si adik tadi pon turun dari bas. Barulah aq sedar yang si abang merupakan pelajar sekolah menengah, bukan sekolah rendah. Si abang memandang ke bawah melihat adiknya sehinggalah bas berlalu pergi. mungkinkah mereka saling melambai tangan? itu aq tidak tahu..

Tidak lama selepas itu, bas melewati kawasan sekolah di Mutiara Gombak. si abang pon berdiri di pintu belakang bas sebelum turun. Ketika itu mataku tertancap pada kasut sekolah si abang. MasyaAllah, Subhannallah.. kasut sekolahnya berlubang! berlubang besar! dan nmpak seperti sudah bertahun-tahun tidak berganti. hatiku tersentap. ya, hatiku tersentap! sebak rasa di dalam hati mengenangkan keadaan itu.

Masih ada lagi pelajar sekolah yang terpaksa hidup sebegitu.
tidak ada kah bantuan pakaian, kasut & beg sekolah dari pihak sekolah untuk mereka?
tidak mungkin tiada bantuan.
tidak mungkin tiada guru yang melihat keadaan murid itu.
tidak mungkin mereka hanya memandang tanpa ada yang mahu membantu!

sepasang kasut sekolah buat pemangkin semangat dan keyakinan pelajar itu untuk ke sekolah yang hanya berharga kurang dari RM50, tiada seorang pun yang sudi memberi?
 atau mungkin kah kehidupannya sangat susah hinggakan duit bantuan yang diberikan kepada setiap murid terpaksa digunakan untuk hal-hal yang lebih penting?

sungguh, sungguh itu bukan kasut sekolah layaknya!

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It is almost 3.00 a.m. 

& 

i'm still doing my CONVEST work,

 again for this week

*_*

wish me luck & may Allah make my way easier.. amin

T_T

...I'm Tired...

-__-

...not feel good...

*__*

..how can I satisfied everyone, man..

=(

...But I belief that this learning process will never be easy, isn't..?

 Gambatteee, fizah..

InsyaAllah will benefit you later ^__^

~ Tired of being tired, BUT currently i'm tired. tq. ~

It has been a year

Looking back at those days (to be exact one year)...

I cried,
Not only me but the rest of the family did,
I cried & I reflect, I cried & I reflect,

I must let it be the way Allah has arranged it,
Let her go in peace...

That morning i had the call, i cried & deep in my heart "the day has come",
i cried definitely!

But i must be strong,
as i could not went back to my hometown i must be strong & attend all the classes that day,

That evening, no one could bear it any more..
i cried so much,
till felt like i don't want to go to the meeting...

........................................................

yesterday, suddenly her picture pop up at my desktop..
a face of the most sincere smile i ever seen,
she was smiled but i were cried...

i miss her,
i adore her so much,
i love her,
i wanna meet her again 'there'! definitely!

so, i must work harder!

..................................................

it has been a year since that day...
today she still in my mind & heart...
insyaAllah she will be there forever...

Ya Allah,
 forgive all her wrongness, grant her the 'best place', keep us strong, keep us 'help' her, keep her in our prayers forever..and please gather us in Jannah, insyaAllah...
amin..

selamat berehat dengan tenang tok.

Al-fatihah to allahyarhamah Fatimah binti Latipah...

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Assalamualaikum ^_^

A short notes written here for the 'future Hafizah' , insyaAllah. =)

• Gladly to be in my fourth level of studying accounting. Too many things happen, if you look back to your old days. Alhamdulillah.
• Why am I choose to be an accounting student? - till now i got no valid & solid reason for that, Allah know Best.
• Joined a leadership camp sponsored by MICPA conducted by NOVAC (UUM's accounting council). very memorable & fun. i enjoyed the camp except one thing that contrast my values. the rest was awesome!
• currently busy with CONVEST'12 as i'm one of the subcommittee for this event under Youth Conference. i'm resposible as a booth manager with Zarul.
• insyaAllah, i will lead a program namely as Deloitte Accounting Challenge. My first experience as a program manager. seriously, nervous!
• another first experience for me was played SQUASH. Tq Farah for that wonderful evening. we even did twin sit up ! yeah! we lying on the court...hehhehe
• alhamdulillah able to get my uni language courses which seriously hard to get one, LE 4000.
• today Hafizah is having a dream to further study in ACCA! and one more thing! one more thing! she has a dream to have it oversea! insyaAllah..grant me for that Allah, amin.. ^-^
• what u wanna be? in 5 to 10 years time? i need to discover & ponder about that soon..

then, till we meet here again soon...