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It is almost 3.00 a.m. 

& 

i'm still doing my CONVEST work,

 again for this week

*_*

wish me luck & may Allah make my way easier.. amin

T_T

...I'm Tired...

-__-

...not feel good...

*__*

..how can I satisfied everyone, man..

=(

...But I belief that this learning process will never be easy, isn't..?

 Gambatteee, fizah..

InsyaAllah will benefit you later ^__^

~ Tired of being tired, BUT currently i'm tired. tq. ~

It has been a year

Looking back at those days (to be exact one year)...

I cried,
Not only me but the rest of the family did,
I cried & I reflect, I cried & I reflect,

I must let it be the way Allah has arranged it,
Let her go in peace...

That morning i had the call, i cried & deep in my heart "the day has come",
i cried definitely!

But i must be strong,
as i could not went back to my hometown i must be strong & attend all the classes that day,

That evening, no one could bear it any more..
i cried so much,
till felt like i don't want to go to the meeting...

........................................................

yesterday, suddenly her picture pop up at my desktop..
a face of the most sincere smile i ever seen,
she was smiled but i were cried...

i miss her,
i adore her so much,
i love her,
i wanna meet her again 'there'! definitely!

so, i must work harder!

..................................................

it has been a year since that day...
today she still in my mind & heart...
insyaAllah she will be there forever...

Ya Allah,
 forgive all her wrongness, grant her the 'best place', keep us strong, keep us 'help' her, keep her in our prayers forever..and please gather us in Jannah, insyaAllah...
amin..

selamat berehat dengan tenang tok.

Al-fatihah to allahyarhamah Fatimah binti Latipah...

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Assalamualaikum ^_^

A short notes written here for the 'future Hafizah' , insyaAllah. =)

• Gladly to be in my fourth level of studying accounting. Too many things happen, if you look back to your old days. Alhamdulillah.
• Why am I choose to be an accounting student? - till now i got no valid & solid reason for that, Allah know Best.
• Joined a leadership camp sponsored by MICPA conducted by NOVAC (UUM's accounting council). very memorable & fun. i enjoyed the camp except one thing that contrast my values. the rest was awesome!
• currently busy with CONVEST'12 as i'm one of the subcommittee for this event under Youth Conference. i'm resposible as a booth manager with Zarul.
• insyaAllah, i will lead a program namely as Deloitte Accounting Challenge. My first experience as a program manager. seriously, nervous!
• another first experience for me was played SQUASH. Tq Farah for that wonderful evening. we even did twin sit up ! yeah! we lying on the court...hehhehe
• alhamdulillah able to get my uni language courses which seriously hard to get one, LE 4000.
• today Hafizah is having a dream to further study in ACCA! and one more thing! one more thing! she has a dream to have it oversea! insyaAllah..grant me for that Allah, amin.. ^-^
• what u wanna be? in 5 to 10 years time? i need to discover & ponder about that soon..

then, till we meet here again soon...

rahsia untuk dikongsi!

Hassan Basri ditanya:
Apa rahsia zuhudmu di dunia ini?

Beliau menjawab, 
" Aku tahu rezekiku tidak akan di ambil orang lain, kerana itu hatiku tenang. Aku tahu amalku tidak akan dikerjakan orang lain, kerana itulah aku sibuk beramal salih. Aku tahu Allah SWT selalu memerhatiku, kerana itulah aku malu jika Allah melihatku sedang dalam maksiat. Aku tahu kematian itu sudah menungguku, kerana itulah aku selalu menambah bekal untuk hari pertemuanku."

east his way out

Dear my man after Allah & Rasul,

i was speechless
wanted to cry
but
i hold it back

why?
because i simply do not want to burden you more than what you have now.
because definitely you can notice it without words saying it.
because i'm your first & eldest.

stress??

what was that?
could you please be out of our way,
could you please step aside & make our journey clear,
could you...could you...could you...

dear my man after Allah & Rasul,

i know you hurt so much!
i know you know the pain more than i ever know!
i know you thought more than i ever thought!
i know you tried so much not to loss your self confidence coz you are our leader!
i know...i know....i know....

surely i know you do love me more than i love you even though i tried my best to love you more!

Oh Allah, make my abah patient,strong, redha, work harder to overcome all the tests you bring to us, make his way easier, do grant him the best place at Jannah..amin

 

R for everything

Alhamdulillah...Subhanallah...masyaAllah...

 R1
susah-payah, jerih-perih, penat-lelah, jatuh-bangun, senyum-tawa, resah-gelisah, banjir-leleh & etc. telah mengiringi ayunan langkah kaki ini sebagai seorang pelajar tahun tiga. Segalanya terkandung hikmah yang tak mampu diduga oleh akal manusia, semuanya rahsia Allah. Alhamdulillah.

kesabaranku yang nipis-senipisnya telah beberapa kali koyak sepanjang perjalanan lalu. semuanya tidak sia-sia, insyaAllah. terpandang notis yang terletak di 'board' sering kali mengingatkan 'zaman kejatuhan' itu. pahit dikenang tetapi sebaik-baik sempadan & pengajaran, insyaAllah.

Alhamdulillah,
berupaya & diberi peluang oleh Allah untuk meluangkan masa atau cuti yang terhad bersama anugerah Allah yang terindah iaitu famili. seribu-satu perkara yang berlaku & tidak berkesempatan berlaku semuanya aturan Allah.

R2
" terima kasih kak long tolong mak "
suatu baris ayat yang tak pernah diduga & tak terlintas sekilas pon di fikiran terungkap dari seorang insan yang telah banyak sangat mencurah segalanya untuk kami, menelan segala pahit yang mendatang dalam membesarkan kami, setia mendengar keluh-kesah kami walaupon sebaliknya keluh-kesahnya tidak didengari oleh kami..
suatu baris ayat yang membuatkan aku terpaku. terpana. berat kaki nak melangkah. kerana aku tahu dia sangat-sangat memerlukan aku ketika itu. kesibukan yang memuncak. gelodak hati & perasaan yang tak mampu aku selami sekalipon aku mencuba kerana tak mungkin aku faham kerna aku tidak ditempatnya. Ya Allah, kuatkan semangatnya, permudahkanlah urusannya, ampunilah dosanya, kasihanilah dia & kurniakanlah dia sebaik-baik tempat rehat di 'sana' nanti bersama abah. amin.
kak long sayang mak & abah kerana Allah (satu ungkapan yang belum terucap di bibirku & belum didengari oleh telinga mak & abah)

R3
keputusan peperiksaan yang buat pertama kalinya membantu menaikkan CGPA, alhamdulillah.
terima kasih kepada semua yang Allah kirimkan untuk berada di sisiku, alhamdulillah.
semoga kita dapat bersama-sama memakmurkan bumi Allah, menegakkan syiar Islam, & mengukuhkan ummah dengan segala yang ada pada kita, insyaAllah.
amin.

R4
semester pendek bermula dengan langkah selaku pelajar tahun empat. alhamdulillah.
permudahkanlah Ya Allah.

R5
Women Conference: Being Me
alhamdulillah atas segalanya.
kesempatan yang diberikan sekalipon di saat-saat akhir.
kemudahan yang Allah kirimkan kepada kami bertiga.
jazakAllahu khairan kathira Sis Nadiah & Sis Emily.
pertemuan & ukhwah yang terjalin.
'speakers' yang sangat bagus, penyampaian yang bagus, pengisian yang terbaik, alhamdulillah.

R6
Alhamdulillah, diberi kesempatan mengamalkan sunnah Rasulullah yang selama ini bermain-main di fikiran. Alhamdulillah dengan izin Allah dapatlah kami berbisnes.
teringat hadis yang menyatakan lebih kurang begini maksudnya; "apabila dua orang menjalankan perniagaaan, selama mana kedua-duanya jujur & menghidarkan diri dan perniagaan dari unsur-unsur yang tidak baik, Allah yang ketiga di antara keduanya."
MasyaAllah..
semoga diredhai oleh Allah & dipermudahkan oleh Allah hendaknya, amin.

R7
pertama kali menyertai program mentoring bersama anak-anak orang asli di sekolah. satu pengalaman baru bagi aku. insyaAllah akan menyertainya buat kali kedua pada hujung minggu ini.

^_________^'

R for randoms...tq